how i wish i could.

Time flies. 

It's already 31st of January.

And I don't think I've done anything that's worth a praise :/

Shame on me.

Now I'm depressed O:

I've wasted one month of my life.

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I feel very terrible. Really.

I SERIOUSLY have to start studying. Like SERIOUSLY.

I don't think I can.

Imma ask advice from the seniors.

I'm back from ballet class.

Exhausted. 

I'm afraid I won't be able to pass the exam.

Everything is getting tougher and tougher. 

Another reason for me to feel depressed.

But I did well in turning pirouettes today. :)

Must be my lucky day.

Today's another gloomy day.

It's so COLDD! I can't stand it.

I'm wearing a jacket right now.

Me mom says I'm crazy. O:

but it's just so COLD.

When are you going to stop?

Anyway, these days I'm not having enough sleep. 

I think something's haunting me.

Thinking of it now, maybe it's true.

That's why I keep waking up in the middle of the night.

Oh mm gee ! Now I scare the **** out of myself.

.-. or is it the weather?

Well, if it's the weather, it's turning my life topsy-turvy.

Conclusion;

I promise that I'll work twice as hard as I usually do.

I promise I'll practise ballet.

I promise I won't let myself suffocate.

I promise I'll let myself breathe.

Hmm, I like the 3rd and 4th ones :D

I'll live through this :)

kylie